What OCD Feels Like
Christina Zambrano Christina Zambrano

What OCD Feels Like

It’s asking “are you sure?”

Then needing to hear it one more time.

It’s living in the worst case scenarios while real life quietly passes you by. 

It’s feeling responsible for things that were never meant for you to control

It’s replaying conversations late at night sacrificing sleep, searching for the moment you got it wrong. 

It’s checking. Then checking that you checked. 

It’s apologizing for things you didn’t do.

It’s needing certainty in a world that can’t give it 

Its questioning your stories 

It’s questioning your intentions 

It’s questioning who you are 

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The Plot Twist I Never Saw Coming: Finding Out My “Normal” Was OCD
Christina Zambrano Christina Zambrano

The Plot Twist I Never Saw Coming: Finding Out My “Normal” Was OCD

I was handed literature on OCD, PTSD, anxiety disorders, and evidence-based treatments. I dove in headfirst. Mental health had always been close to my heart because I had struggled with anxiety since I was a teenager. I knew what it felt like to be overwhelmed by your own mind.

But then something unexpected happened.

I started taking intake calls.

Every day, people courageously shared their fears, intrusive thoughts, symptoms, and struggles with me. As I listened, I kept finding myself thinking:

"Wait... doesn't everyone think that way?"

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